I don’t miss us. Lie number one. Of course I miss us. The good us. The us that never fought. I never think about you anymore. Lie number two. I always think about you. The little things make you pop into my head. I don’t want you back in my life. Lie number three. The biggest of of them all. More than anything, I want you in my life again. But that’s the thing.. I don’t want you in my life and for you and I to become an us. I want you in my life as my good ass friend. My best friend. Remember the days before? The first time around you dated Heather? When we were best friends. When we talked about everything. When we were just on such a good level.. I miss that.
I love you. With everything that I have. I will never stop loving you. You will always have this place in my heart. This place just for you.. It might shrink as time goes on, but it will never fade away. The thing about loving you.. The hardest thing about loving you.. Was letting you go. I had to. I didn’t have a choice. I don’t regret the decision.. I’m happier now. Either way, it would have resulted in this..
I just miss you. And I wish I had someone to talk to. Someone like you..